Maybe I've talked about passion before. The feeling when you do something that you love is beyond amazing. The satisfaction that you get is amazingly amazing.
But passion is something so fragile, that kalau kita paksa, atau ada harapan tinggi untuk nak capai passion kita tu tapi tak sampai, boleh buat rasa jelak, rasa marah dan tak senang duduk. And its not easy to achieve your passion. It takes courage, hard work and patient.
I've been trying to achieve my passion since I was 12 years old. trying and trying and until today, aku still tak puas dengan apa yang aku dapat. I wish there's something that I can do to make it right. But, so far, I did not regret any of my decisions. Sometimes, maybe it's just not the right time, the right place and the right thing. Maybe also my 'rezeki' is not what my dream job is.
Passion can live in a person forever. Doesn't mean my job have nothing to do with dancing, my passion changes. It is still there, and will always be there. Just that I have to survive, I adapt, I build new passion or interest that maybe suit me and can earn a living.
'Doesn't mean things that we love will end up to be our work' - Joe Zakaria
I have to agree with his quote. Kadang-kadang kita kena fikir luar dari batasan minda untuk nak hidup. Bagus kalau dapat buat benda yang kita suka yang boleh jugak menampung kita untuk hidup.
Aku just harap, langkah aku seterusnya boleh beri kedua-duanya. It's already time to be able to support myself and survive.
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