7 Feb 2012

Get together

maybe because I don't know how to talk,
maybe because I don't know how to smile,
maybe because I don't know how to be fake,
maybe I talk too much,
maybe I don't know what are they talking about,
maybe I don't talk.

I wonder
do I have to be fake to get along with people?
do I have to laugh even though I think it's not funny?

I wish
I'm there together so I don't have to wonder what is it about,
I'm a girl with good acting skills so I can act like I'm into the conversation when I'm not,
I'm fun enough to be in the fun group,
I'm crazy enough so I'll get the crazy story that they are telling.

I just want to be me when I'm with me.
Try

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